‘No, this is not the way,’ whispers the Sun.
‘Be still,’ advises the Moon. ‘The way to gather the scattered and lost parts of yourself and your life is to sit down in the fog of vulnerability. Be quiet. Wait. Profound insights are sure to percolate up into your consciousness and slowly burn away the fog.'
‘This is when you discover special talents, new qualities, a better plan,’ adds Mars. This is the time to heal the wounds of the past and love with tenderness. This is when you discover how to make healthy compromises, when you find the elusive win-win option. This is when you know exactly how to rebuild broken relationships. This is when you find a new way forward.’
February Full Moon
Mars: Gone Rogue
Some may wonder why my blogs are written
around the time of a new or a full moon. The monthly moon cycle, in itself is noteworthy
because each one is a unique and integral part of an annual phase of learning, developing
and maturing. But what grabs my attention is the way in which the new or full
moon activates components of the larger evolutionary themes initiated by the
planets as they link to form interesting pictures during the course of their passage
around the Sun.
The current Grand Square/Grand Cross (Dec 2013 – May 2014) strongly
urges, often through pain and frustration, the building of sturdy, stable
foundations to support the four cornerstones of life:
« the self
« relationships
« family / home
« career / business / personal goals / position in
the world.
Each month since December 2013, the Sun and
the Moon, whether new or full, activated a part of the Grand Square that needed
construction. During March 2014, Mars disconnected from the square and as my
friend, Karen said, ‘went rogue.’ The
Sun and the Moon (full on the 16th March 2014) took Mars aside to
deal with some very important issues before it once again takes up position in
its corner of the Grand Square, in April 2014.
The purpose of the March Full Moon is to make sense of, and sort out
complex ideas necessary to build the structure to house a cherished dream or
important goal. It focuses on organizational and managerial abilities required
in the drawing of plans for these complex ideas. It initiates a bout of
spring-cleaning (material, emotional and mental). Promises are made and a new
daily routine, work schedule, exercise program or eating plan is put in place. It inspires creative options and intuitive
solutions.
However, in addition to all this planning and sorting, the two
luminaries have their work cut out for them in a liaison with Mars. The main
objective is to illuminate relationship behaviour that sabotages or results in the
compromising of the most basic of needs. At night, when sleep eludes us, actions
born out of guilt - that weakening kind of guilt that strips away self-confidence
and eventually explodes in anger, are clearly visible in the bright light of
the beautiful moon.
The moonlight shines into the dark crevice that is home to the victim.
The shame of the victim and the victimiser is to be cleansed. Past actions of self-undoing
are to be forgiven and redirected. We learn how to give things up through
careful consideration to avoid loss by falling victim to circumstances beyond
our control.
The Sun and the Moon draw Mars aside to inspire the letting go of
suppressed anger that will surely vandalise the solid structures of achievement
intended by the Grand Square configuration. They appeal to the red planet to influence
clear decisive action within all significant relationships (love, family,
friendship, work) with courage, especially when asserting personal needs. The
trio highlight past relationship behaviour that diminishes or results in yielding
in order to keep the peace or to be loved, liked and included. It encourages
the ability to boldly say YES or NO, wherever appropriate. Separation or loss,
permanent or temporary, is inevitable.
Vulnerability slowly spreads like a dense fog. It swallows all reason,
steals faith, and leaves a feeling of helplessness or futile emptiness. One response is to frantically make sense of
the vulnerability, hastily launching into the mist of confusion to find the
answers.
‘No, this is not the way,’ whispers the Sun.
‘Be still,’ advises the Moon. ‘The way to gather the scattered and lost parts of yourself and your life is to sit down in the fog of vulnerability. Be quiet. Wait. Profound insights are sure to percolate up into your consciousness and slowly burn away the fog.'
‘This is when you discover special talents, new qualities, a better plan,’ adds Mars. This is the time to heal the wounds of the past and love with tenderness. This is when you discover how to make healthy compromises, when you find the elusive win-win option. This is when you know exactly how to rebuild broken relationships. This is when you find a new way forward.’
With love for the bright light of a
full moon,
Sharron.
February Full Moon
Over the last two months, the challenges
of the Grand Square tested the patience of many and a gnawing frustration became
the order of the day. However, little by little, tendrils of reassurance and
security replaced irritation and we got on with the business of adjusting to endings
& beginnings and all that goes with starting a new year.
Having read the two previous blogs, there should be a measure of familiarity
with the Grand Cross formed by Jupiter/Pluto and Mars/Uranus. To recap, on the
first day of 2014 the Sun and the Moon (new Moon) joined forces with Pluto on
the Pluto/Jupiter arm of the cross, triggering the larger themes of this
powerful planetary configuration.
Now in this month of February, the
Moon, full with the light of the Sun (Friday 14th at 23h54 – GMT) perfectly
positions itself to antagonise the Jupiter/Pluto arm of the cross, the very arm
it activated on the 1st January 2014. The vibrant full Moon in
cahoots with Sun draws out the worst qualities of the Jupiter/Pluto opposition in
yet another planetary configuration, the Hard Rectangle.
With love for this bright full moon,
‘Cahoots’
is perhaps too disparaging a term for the Sun/ Moon partnership because the
intention is not solely antagonistic. The reason for pressurising the Jupiter/Pluto
arm of the cross is to ensure we work their themes thoroughly, specifically to find
the most creative way possible to transform and rebuild portions of our
personal worlds and to be free of the part of the past that holds debilitating
fear or recurring patterns of insecurity that belittle, trap, diminish, or manipulatively
control.
Jupiter /Pluto Arm of the Cross
Ordinarily I don’t refer to the
actual planets and zodiac signs in my blogs as it can be confusing but these
planetary pictures are strong and graphic and therefore worth breaking the rule
of avoiding astrology jargon.
Jupiter moved opposite Pluto in early July 2013 and holds opposition
until early June 2014. It is generally a positive force but as with everything there
is a hazardous zone to navigate and I think it is the Hard Rectangle that will
cause the tension needed to expose the dark nature of the Jupiter/Pluto pair,
before its immense power can be harnessed. I’d like to unpack the qualities of Jupiter in
the zodiacal sign of Cancer opposite Pluto in Capricorn and then look at the
role of the Full Moon/ Sun in the Hard Rectangle, placing the qualities under
two headings – great possibilities
and the nasty nature.
Great Possibilities
There is a growing understanding of the
cause of insecurity, vulnerability or fear that is rooted in childhood. This
new understanding results in greater faith in personal ability. A new
perspective on family concerns dissolves unkind judgements and replaces it with
warm fuzzy feelings of comfort and belonging. Spurts of growth guide the
reconstruction of portions of our personal worlds - both inner and outer.
A stronger inner core grows from the knowledge discovered during months
of soul-searching. We draw on good values inherited from our families. We see
the benefits gained from early education and all the good stuff we learned from
childhood, before life became burdened with responsibility.
This grand opposition influences the re-building of the vulnerable parts
of our lives with wisdom. It is with greater confidence that we put down roots
and commit to building a sound structure to house a dream or vision. And
slowly, brick by brick a new personal world is constructed. It is the
culmination of a long journey, one of searching for self-belief, a place to
belong and a philosophy to live by.
The strength and stability of the inner core determines the strength and
stability of the outer structures built to support business, career or personal
goals. It is possible to grow in a new direction. Excitement for new
possibilities bubbles up in interesting conversations. It is possible for hard
work to result in achieving something of personal significance, something that
is close to the heart.
Nasty Nature
The Sun & Full Moon in the Hard Rectangle
stressfully highlights the dilemma between being responsible and a desire to be
free of the restrictive and claustrophobic feeling associated with responsibility.
There is a rebellious reaction to a new status quo. There is conflict between passionate
involvement and aloof distance.
Fear of failing or not feeling special enough to try something different
emerges as rebellion or rejection and all kinds of excuses are made to avoid
the challenge. Fear of a loved one doing something new results in the kind of over-protection
and over-nurturance that smothers. Control – the lack of or too much of, leads
to emotional explosions. Rejection with cold detachment is painful. Emotional
breakdown could follow the build-up of repressed needs.
Fanatical behaviour causes deafness to other alternatives. There could
be a display of ruthlessness to get ahead at the cost another or could result
in a perpetual play for power.
Lies are exposed. Untrue behaviour struggles to survive. The truth is
flushed out. The validity of inner growth is tested. The validity of a career decision
is tried and life direction choices are put under enormous strain.
Although the Hard Rectangle brings further
tension to an already challenging Grand Cross, it encourages us to be thorough
and do our lives properly. It helps us break free from negative aspects the
past or other hindrances. It promotes equality, fairness and encourages inspired
ways of resolving problems.
The light of the Sun reflected on
the Full Moon brightens our lives, shows us how to believe in the good in the
world, how to be creative, how to be unique, how to be free and how to be true.
With love for this bright full moon,
Sharron.
The Art of Living Inside
A Grand Square
I wrote about the Grand Cross/Grand
Square at the beginning of January in the blog that featured the new moon on New
Year’s Day (see at the end of this article). Uranus, Mars Jupiter and Pluto
hold the square in place (on and off) over the next few months and not just for
January, so I thought it worthy of deeper consideration and dedicated this
entire article to the Grand Square. The intensity and friction caused by this
planetary configuration will rise and fall
over the next few months building to a crescendo in April when between the 22nd
– 24th the planets lock into a tight square on 13 degrees of each of
the four zodiacal signs they occupy. To add to the intensity there are two
eclipses in April - solar & lunar but more about that closer to the time.
The Grand Square is held in position until 10th May 2014 and then
slowly dismantles over the weeks that follow.
In the previous article I looked at the general themes of a Grand
Cross/Square but in this one I shall explore deeper levels of its meaning. The
four planets are in the four Cardinal signs of the zodiac, Aries, Cancer, Libra
and Capricorn. Human life on earth is built on four cornerstones, signified by
the four Cardinal Signs - self-identity, relationships, home/family and
work/career. These cornerstones are activated by the Cardinal Grand Square.
Living inside the square and contending with these four areas of life can
be really tough as it demands a huge amount of energy just to get from one
sunrise to the next. Feeling constrained within a problem is desperately
frustrating and contending with seemingly impossible situations is exhausting.
Old mistakes rear their unwelcome heads and a series of challenges and or
obstacles insist on barricading the way forward. One crisis follows another and
difficulties come at us from four directions at once. The natural response is
to resist, fight back or attack the problems by hurtling into hasty action. Disorganised,
frantic behaviour is debilitating. We try to jam too many things into a time
frame made for less.
However, it is a force of powerful energy that, if harnessed, can drive successful
achievement of spectacular proportions in one or four of the above-mentioned cornerstones.
Sure it breaks down tedious patterns but for the purpose of rebuilding and
strengthening personal identity, family, relationships and career.
There are times when we are drawn to one corner of the square, believing
it is the most important area needing attention. But soon we become entrenched
in the one corner and lose sight of the other three corners. The way to achieve
goals (personal or professional) or to resolve problems is to draw on qualities
found in all four corners of the square and the best place is from its middle
regions. From here all four corners are visible.
It is essential to establish a position, a strong personal stand within
the four cornerstones - self-identity, relationships, home/family and
work/career. Then it is necessary to build a solid foundation for this position
and erect supportive and protective boundaries around it.
Once a stable position is established in the centre of the Grand Square,
the next task is to draw qualities, opportunities or things from the four
corners. The trick is to maintain a balanced central position and not go out to
fetch things. It is far better to pull energy, things and qualities towards
oneself and then feed them out to the other corners. This is to avoid the
danger of distraction, getting lost or scattered.
To my knowledge, it is the only way to live inside a Grand Square. If a
central position is established, success is sure to follow. Goals are achieved
from this kind of focus and things work out better than expected. Naturally it
takes hard work and disciplined effort but is an opportunity to be extraordinary.
Perhaps the diagram below will help to illustrate these concepts, coupled with
the bulleted information.
Uranus
in Aries – Self-Identity
·
Break free from dependence
·
Be boldly unique
·
Fresh start
·
Change self-assertion
·
Pioneer a new personal way
·
Assert personal needs differently
Mars in Libra – Relationships
·
Establish new grounds for relationships
·
Conflict
·
Pursue new connections (personal
& business)
·
Find balance in relationships
·
Confrontation
·
Clear buried relationship matters
·
Reconnect
Jupiter in Cancer – Home/Family
·
Understanding the past
·
Rejection
·
Expansion & gain
·
Find a place to belong
·
Find people to belong to
·
Build inner strength
·
Find inner security
·
Needs are fulfilled
Pluto in Capricorn – Work / Career /
Life Direction
·
Rebuild & restructure
·
Rebuild Reputation
·
Achieve goals
·
Influence
·
Restructure life direction
·
Establish a solid position in the
world
·
Rebuild career
·
Change direction or redirect existing
projects
Challenges of the Grand Cardinal
Square
·
Brutal change
·
Distraction
·
Exhausted / overwhelmed
·
Scattered
·
Lack of focus
·
Inertia
·
Repeated mistakes
·
Self-defeating behaviour
·
Crippled beneath the weight of a
cross to bear
·
Insufficient planning
·
Inner tension
·
Test of nerves
·
Excessive effort
·
Destruction
·
War
·
Overextending oneself
·
Overdoing
·
Giving oneself away to others
·
Self-indulgence
·
Selfishness
·
Upsets / arguments
·
Intense egotistical behaviour
·
Overburdened
Positive Forces of the Grand Cardinal
Square
·
Intense self-awareness
·
Huge energy for taking action
·
Powerful influence
·
Fortunate course of action
·
Successful create energy
·
Making things happen in a big way
·
A big break
·
Freedom from the past
·
Freedom from patterns
·
Freedom from sabotaging relationship
behaviour
·
Finding independence
·
Bellyful of optimism
·
Resourcefulness
·
Building on the big picture
·
Establish new perspectives
·
Gain better control
·
Overturn the status quo
·
Inner power and amazing strength
·
Staying power
·
Powerful will
·
Attain great goals
·
Discover individuality
·
Be extraordinary
Whew, what a mouthful! Yet I cannot help
but be thrilled with the possibility of great stuff eventually emerging from
the cross.
With love for the central staircase that
rises out of imprisonment,
Sharron.
New Year’s Day
The moon and the sun join forces in a quest to find security – in life
generally but they have their eye specifically on professional and financial
security. They bring attention to qualities of discipline, patience and perseverance.
They encourage better management of
money matters & business affairs through analysis and planning. Solid strategies
lead to sturdy foundations. They do however warn of getting too caught up in
material affairs at the expense of other values (family, relationships,
emotional fulfilment).
This
new moon demands that an important lesson be learned but it is heartening to
note that this could well be the final lesson at the end of a long string of
tough ones. The lesson could be to do with commitment, dedication and honesty.
It may be about rejection or brave self-assertion. It could be about balance
within relationships and probably involves a sacrifice. It may teach us to take
responsibility instead of casting blame or complaining bitterly. It’s about ditching
sanctimony and showing maturity. Whatever it is, there is a sense that this
issue will never have to be dealt with again.
The Grand Cross / Grand Square
A Grand Cross or a Grand Square is
not the easiest of planetary configurations for a new moon to be entangled in but
it has a few redeeming qualities. It is a force of action, a force with which
to construct, in fact, the whole picture has a structural feel.
A Grand Cross is known for its dynamic forceful energy. It draws out tendencies
to over-achieve or over-do. It can be fraught with friction. When planets form
a square there is a feeling of being trapped in an impossible situation.
Frustration threatens to bomb reason and agonising intensity is inclined to
blow good intentions sky high.
Anger and fear instigate a frantic search for answers. Untamed actions
impatiently hack at the constraints of the imprisoning square. To be sure the
friction is important because it drives success and frustration leads to
conquering challenges and climbing over obstacles that show the way to achievement.
But the key is to find a quiet spot in the middle regions of the square and to
draw solutions and creativity from the four corners of the square, pulling the
energy inward rather than frantically lurching outward.
Negative Force of the Grand Square
§ Stagnation
§ Inertia
§ Inner tension
§ Scattered
§ Weighted down by burdens
§ Resignation
§ A cross to bear
§ Repeating mistakes
§ Failure due to insufficient planning
§ Lack of responsibility
§ Trapped
§ Frustration
§ Pulled in four directions
§ Off centre
§ Imbalance
Positive Force of the Grand Square
§ Inner power
§ Strength of character
§ Strong willpower
§ Determination
§ Focus
§ Concentration
§ Ability to draw on diverse talents
§ Ability to integrate conflicting experiences
§ Translate dreams into concrete form
§ Sublime achievement
§ Success beyond expectation
In my view the underlying purpose of
the new moon of January 2014 is to establish a strong personal position, to
take a stand, to find a position of strength. This could be within a
relationship, the family, a project, the work environment or a personal goal.
It is about finding the right
personal position and therefore careful thought is essential in the thorough scrutinising
of all life scenarios.
Is it best to take a neutral position? Is more caring required or
perhaps the position needs to be less emotional. Is it a position from which to
make strong judgements or is it one that needs to be more accepting. Is it a
position of action or is it more appropriate to be introspective. It would be
wise to carefully consider the consequences of a chosen position before fully
committing to it.
Naturally this position is vulnerable at first and could wobble with
distractions, friction, irritation and doubt. Fear and insecurity threaten to
topple a commitment or even persuade us to abandon a personal position. So once
the position is established, it must be protected Stable foundations need to be
secured and strong boundaries erected.
From this position it is possible to draw energy inward instead or
dissipating it in the frantic search for answers outside of ourselves. When we
stand strong inside the square, the chance of success beyond expectation is possible.
With love for supportive structure,
Sharron.